Songs: here I go again- Poision, I am on my way- Cat stevens
Mood: upset stomach, tense neck, pre flight jitters, anticipation, nervous wreck

Here we go again. I am writing this blog from the Portland Airport, on my way to Berkeley. I don’t know why, but I feel very nervous. Last night I actually was feeling sick. It might have just been from a lack of sleep though. I was indeed up till 4 in the morn the night before. What a time it was. I got to hang out with mel again (who is way cool). I was at home, ready to go to bed when I telephoned PDT to hear how many guys had signed onto the house. 19 guys yesterday!! 19 guys on the first night. This was epic! I got into the car at 11 AM and drove down. What a party it was. Now I am here at PDX surrounded by fog. I can’t see whats outside. What a way to start a trip. I now feel obliged to make some symbolic connection between the weather outside and my coming semester at Berkeley. What a religious studies major I am. “As I looked out searchingly into the fog, I felt my soul also reaching out, trying to make some sense of this ambiguous future, I am putting one foot in front of the other, but what does it mean? Where am I going, who will I become?” etc. I could probably do more of that, but I don’t want to become sicker than I already feel. Well, I don’t know if any one will be these, but I will miss you all. Here I am on my to board the plane “to the future” (echo echo)